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VA/ PHANTASMAGORIA1 & ,I "K T 6Y !Y WD
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  LIFE
T ,I SAW AN OAK TREE4 ,Z ,I LOOK$ AT !
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BRAN*ES & GN>LS1 X CAME 6ME ) 4TRESS+
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NI<T1 9 MY SLEEP4











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GR.D "UN1? TREES1 & 9 ! SAME WAY ,I ATE
B]RIES F V9ES & BU%ES4 ,? 0 2Y ANY
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) ASSUR.ES ( SAFETY4












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T]RORS ( T E>LY "T1 ( ,LOP-,E> &! PRANKS
WE PLAY$1 (! GI2]+ C\NCILS1 &(! ,FIRE
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  (
<O/S &(! D1D T WALK AT NI<T4 ,B MO/LY
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^! ?+S 7 S1 & HE 2GAN 6LOOK ^U ME
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6\R PLAYMATES1 UNTIL ALL 2GAN 6LOOK ^U
  ME
QUE]LY4

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  LESSON4 ,I
0 DI6]5T F MY K9D4 ,I 0 ABNORMAL )
"S?+ !Y CD N "U/&1 &! TELL+ (
: WD CAUSE ONLY MIS"U/&+4 ,:5 !
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?+S--R1L Z LIFE XF1 N ATT5UAT$ VAPORS &
SURMIS$ %AD[S4
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! DIZZY HEI<TS2 ! SNAKES T /RUCK AT ME Z
  ,I
DODG$ & L1P$ AWAY 9 *ATT]+ FLI<T2 ! WILD
DOGS T HUNT$ ME ACR ! OP5 SPACES 6!
TIMB]--^! 7 T]RORS 3CRETE & ACTUAL1
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FLE% &( SW1T & BLOOD4 ,OGRES & BUGABOOS
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T MADE _! B$ ) ME "?\T MY *ILDHOOD1
& T / B$ ) ME1 N[1 Z ,I WRITE ?1 FULL
( YE>S4










